It's currently 11:43pm on Sunday night and I don't know if this will end up as one of the many drafts I didn't end up publishing so let's see.
Hello, good people of God, how have y'all been? How has life been and how much do you hate me now? Well, sometimes I hate me too so ntm on me, please.
This picture describes my mood since these exams struggles started.
Things I'd never tell my mother.
"I could never tell Mom I hate her, even though sometimes I do. She's the reason I know what love is, but sometimes that love feels like a cage. I wish she didn't have to struggle so much. She gives so much to everyone, but gets so little back.
She seems so strong, but deep down, she's still that little girl who needs someone to protect her. And when I look in the mirror, I see her – the good and the bad. It's weird, but I love myself because I'm like her.
The thought of her not being here scares me. I wouldn't be who I am without her. I know she made mistakes, but everyone does.
I don't want my little gremlin writing this about me though."
I'm writing this to you today because I'm heartbroken. I'm so sad that I could write a whole novel just expressing the emotions that I feel now. Honestly, I'm not heartbroken because of an inexistent Adam. I broke my own heart, yet again right? I'll tell you about it when I muster up the courage. I only took advantage of the prompt to see if I'd be able to write something.
Someone say gloreyyyyyyyyyyy😂. I miss ranting on here, ngl. See you guys soon.
Amen🙏🏾.
Send a dm to me to hype me up or gist or rant and share crazy stories. I doubt they'd beat the craziness my life is currently but go ahead🙏🏾❤️
See also this pretty picture of me🤭😂
Scheduling this for 6pm at 3:37pm in the Pit theater about a play that might inspire to see more or intensify my semi-claustrophobia. So….ciao my babes🎀❤️
you're so beautiful Riri💕
you're so beautiful Riri💕